Sad Anniversary

Today would have been our 39th celebration of our marriage. Instead it is day where I remember my loss of my best friend. I always planned for our anniversary. Even in the years we did not have much money, which was most years that never kept me from doing something special for her. She was less caught up with dates and events than I was, for her every day was a celebration of our marriage and our lives. Terry looked at every day as a day of rejoicing in our friendship and love. I miss her so much today. Not very profound just very true. Broken heart and broken dreams, help me Lord to deal with all the brokenness of everything.